I love, I hate, I’m over
My head is noisy this week.
Crowded.
Cluttered.
Busy.
In an attempt to quieten my brain, I wondered if taking out the things I know and writing them down, would help to create order from chaos.
Hmmm…..
Nothing to lose, peace and quiet to gain.
Sounded good to me.
Here is the product of my little excercise.
I love
My family {always at the top of any list}
Close friends, near and far
Good food to share with both the above
Top shelf bourbon and coke
Warm balmy nights
Walking on the beach {preferably when it’s raining}
A clear starred filled night
Watching the sun rise in the sky, and light the day
Being in my 50′s
A damned good down in the gutter animal fuck {now and then}
Making love, gently and slowly
I hate
Ignorance
Arrogance
Indecision
Knob jockeys
People who don’t use indicators
Bad restaurant service
I’m over
Being tired
Working long hours
Waiting for July 14th
Auditors
Feeling homesick
Missing my girls and their kids
The child next door who never stops fucking crying
Will be back later to report the results
Categories: Insight, Reflection, bizarre, feelings, life
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May 14th, 2009 at 10:27 pm
I first saw the picture and thought, oh Mother Mary but then I read the post.
Very interesting.
The little kid next door is a bit disturbing though.
Maybe the kid needs a few bourbon and cokes?
Great list. Did it help?
~m
May 14th, 2009 at 11:03 pm
I pretty much agree with everything on your list – except I’ll have anything other than bourbon – gin would be good. Oh and I’m only in my 40′s not 50′s, got that to look forward to.
And as for the “Overs”, I don’t have auditors to contend with and July 14 doesn’t herald such big adventures for me, homesickness isn’t a problem, thank goodness probably cause the ones I love are here with me and it isn’t the kid next door, its the kid next door to next door. And I can STILL HEAR HIM. Someone stick a sock in his gob please. And its more whining than screaming, which I think is worse.
Hope making the list helped clear your head.
May 15th, 2009 at 10:00 am
Aye, the kid next door to next door has FINALLY stopped crying….might be coz his mother stopped pushing him out into the backyard and locking the door so he couldn’t get back in.
I think the kid has a phobia about outside play now and has his arse glued to the couch….
May 17th, 2009 at 1:11 am
I agree… people who don’t indicate are annoying… but people who drive around with their fog lights on are even worse… asides from the fact it’s illegal and if they have fog lights they are probably in a relatively decent car which would have decent head lights as it are they feel the need to blind everyone else on the roads un-necessarily because they think it looks “good”… it also pisses me off when they do it during the day… i think the cops should hand out more fines for it.
May 17th, 2009 at 1:17 am
Okay, I’m still confused about the knob jockey. Maybe you should email me. Just trying to learn something here.
And the kid who cries: I was wondering how old he was – sounds like he must be old enough to walk, though. My mom said I cried the whole first year of my life. I was her fourth – and last. She’d take me to the doctor, but I was healthy. She said she didn’t know how my older brother and sister made it through school that year. She had a full-lenth mirror on a door which she said I’d stand in front of and watch myself cry. I’ve always wondered about this. I’ve googled “babies who cry all the time” and such but only get suggestions about swaddling them – no medical explanation.
May 19th, 2009 at 12:00 am
That’s such an interesting pic!
I hope you have a less head cramped week this week